It was a beautiful fall day in western Pennsylvania when the caseworker called and asked if I could go down to Allegheny General with the other foster mothers to pick you and your sisters up.
You were all tiny, perfect, beautiful, wrapped in the quiet of the NICU.
They trained us in infant CPR and your apnea monitors then we bundled you up to “take you home.”
I put that in quotes because I believe your home is with your mom. Because I believe she never got a chance.
But I have to focus on the light.
My year with you was full of light. You were a wonderful baby and we loved you dearly. You are a wonderful young woman now, and we still love you.
We miss the years and pray the light always travels with you. And that you know, always know, you are loved.