Your life changed mine utterly. I can look back at who I was before you and know that I had good intentions and walked the road not as many walk.
I knew I needed to feed His sheep.
But the twin agonies of losing you and worrying about your loss were so harrowing. To lose a baby is a nearly insurmountable grief. To know that you had to question where did mama go? drove me wild with pain.
I clung to prayer, and learned these two things–
You need to stay close to Jesus and prayer must have feet.
I had to push all my maternal love toward these things–you close to Jesus and doing the kindness to others that I asked for you, because someone somewhere was praying for them the way I have prayed for you.
Love you, dear heart